I realize its normal to do it, but it kind of frightens me. I've always been envious of those people who always act like themselves, who have other people start acting like them, not vise versa. I think everything comes back to my fear of being judged. I'm honestly afraid of that.. I just realized tonight that thats probobly my biggest fear in life, on how I'm judged. I shouldn't care, but I do. I don't want to care, but I do. Thats one reason why I'm such a pansy when it comes to admitting my true feelings for people. For girls I like. And I guess why I'm always so nervous when being put on the spot, in front of a class or a group of people, at an interview, or asked a question I'm unsure of..