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Old Jan 27, 2005 | 10:13 PM
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dlh1999
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Default Mixed feelings rant

It's been a while since I've been around, but decided to rant a little since I know there's a lot of good listeners/readers around here. I'll try to make this short.

I've been with a girl for about a month and a half now, who I've quickly become crazy about. She's nothing short of my dream girl. Anyway, we've had a lot of pretty deep conversations, and I have found myself opening up to her (which I haven't done with any other girlfriend in the past). I told her that I'd always openly communicate with her, and that I wouldn't keep things from her. She told me the same thing.

Well, I talked with her tonight, and I could immediately tell that she was upset. She said that she was thinking over things pertaining to the 'other side of her that (I) don't know about'. She didn't give me any information about this, except it wasn't something she wanted to talk about over the phone. I made sure I wasn't pushy about the topic, but asked her if everything was alright, which she said yes, and apologized for not talking about it.

So this is what I'm struggling with. I'm a little hurt that she emphasized that there wasn't any secrets/big information about herself that I could or should know, and I guess a little disappointed. On the other hand, I want to help if I can, but these are the things that make me kind of close up emotionally and not want to face.

Anyway, hopefully everyone can understand my bind, and thanks for the time reading this and any input anyone has.
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