i just got off 3 or 4 weeks of depression, and i finally ended it by telling this chick (main reason) and my best friend (it was kinda a triangle) that i wasn't going to have them as part of my life anymore. They said some questionable, hurtful things that you cant just forgive right away. Unfortunately my best friend hopes we can be on good terms by graduation day..which is like 1 and a half school years away. And the chick, well who knows, i'm pretty sure she hates me now(i dunno why, but that makes my decision easier) sure i miss the 2 of dem, but i told myself no turning back, no second chances, casue it'll just depress me again..should i risk depression again to try and gain back 2 friends, or just move on and let the feeling of loss die away, casue i know it will eventually....:dunno: