Originally posted by CiviChik97
i sowwy.
whenever im real upset, i go "visit" my Dad...it always makes me feel better..i'll just sit there and stare into space and imagine.......and when i walk away from there, i feel so at ease. and its so werid, but everytime i stand up from sitting at his grave, i take a deep breath...its involuntary..it just happens...and i feel so much better afterwards.
it'll get better in time...and you have a guardian angel...a real innocent, special one. SHE is why youre still here....
thanks for the thought Mandi...... i was thinking that if anybody here would understand this it'd be you.
i went there & just layed on the ground beside her grave looking up @ the sky. i fell asleep for about 30 minutes & when i woke up, i had this most incredible warm feeling inside
