i sowwy.

whenever im real upset, i go "visit" my Dad...it always makes me feel better..i'll just sit there and stare into space and imagine.......and when i walk away from there, i feel so at ease. and its so werid, but everytime i stand up from sitting at his grave, i take a deep breath...its involuntary..it just happens...and i feel so much better afterwards.

it'll get better in time...and you have a guardian angel...a real innocent, special one. SHE is why youre still here....