I found two people who were part of me. Just couldn't do enough for them. Then they got involved (and lied to me for a year) and that just F@#ked up everything. First time ever I felt what uncontrollable emotions meant. Hated them soooooooooo much, its not xplainable. Then you just have to let go and move on your with your life. Still wished they would have been honest with me, or at least wouldn't have lied to me right on my face.

When I felt that I am loosing my loved ones. Couldn't even bear thinking about it. It just want a possiblity for me. That was my downfall.