Goodbye...I am going to end this life...
This blind life..blind to the facts that it has no future, blind to the fact that it cannot continue going nowhere.
This will be my last post. By thursday I will be gone, I will have broken all ties to my worthless life down here in Florida. I have no future here, not now, not ever.
I will be gone, back home. I have contacted my father and we both laid out my plans. I will leave what little property I have in South Dakota, and go to Germany, to drop in on my mother, without notice. To tack back what was stolen from me, and let her know the pain that I have been hiding for almost a decade, the pain she caused. That will be the last time she will ever see me, the last time she will hear her precious son.
Then I will come back, take my car and various needed items, and move in with my father up in Idaho. Going to school in Spokane, and starting a new life in my true place(The Northwest) and I will never return to this hellhole named Florida.
I dont know when I will return. I hope to someday return.
Goodbye for now.
This will be my last post. By thursday I will be gone, I will have broken all ties to my worthless life down here in Florida. I have no future here, not now, not ever.
I will be gone, back home. I have contacted my father and we both laid out my plans. I will leave what little property I have in South Dakota, and go to Germany, to drop in on my mother, without notice. To tack back what was stolen from me, and let her know the pain that I have been hiding for almost a decade, the pain she caused. That will be the last time she will ever see me, the last time she will hear her precious son.
Then I will come back, take my car and various needed items, and move in with my father up in Idaho. Going to school in Spokane, and starting a new life in my true place(The Northwest) and I will never return to this hellhole named Florida.
I dont know when I will return. I hope to someday return.
Goodbye for now.



