three years ago when i graqduated boot camp

 

when i left alley and home for this stupid deployment

 

last January, lots of change going on in my life, the lack of light in New England, the crappy weather, all of that pilled up to tall and I had to let it out. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Everyone cries, and gets depressed. If they say they don't they are full of shit. It's just like rubbing one out, everone might not admit they do it, but they really do it.

 

About two weeks ago. A very special person got mad at me, and I didnt understand why.

 

couple days ago

 

i havent cried in a while not since the break up... which is good i never used to cry not even at my grannys funeral.. not that i wasnt sad but i just didnt cry much

 

i feel like it right now cause if any of you remember in the confession thread i said i am about to have a kid ........................................... well now i don't cause she had some complications and so i lost it today :sad: :wtc: :cry:

 

damn bro

 

sorry to hear

 

yeah i know i wasn;'t ready to have a kid but i was going to do everything that i can to give him/ her the best but i can,t now this .................. really sucks