started the day off with a 400lb overdose induced cardiac arrest. took 6 of us to get him out.. very narrow hallways.

 

it's huge around here.

 

have to ask, do you think you should have let him die?

 

i got sick last thursday, went home early

thought i was good on friday, worked all day but still felt like shit

saturday was all over the place looking for a car. didn't help my flu at all

yesterday vegged out, felt great

today feeling better but stayed home again just to be safe. face is still feeling a little hot so going back to bed soon.

 

personal feelings and duty to act are entirely separate. while i feel the dude was a worthless piece of crap (because of his background and drug addiction history), i felt compelled to do my job the best i could. the attitude i witnessed from my medic was very heartbreaking, because i don't feel that he acted to the best of his abilities.

so no, i don't think he deserved to die, nor am i one that will make that decision.

good news, we saved him, but i do not know to what extent.