my emo rant/
So, its 12:33am on a Friday night, and i'm sitting @ my girlfriends house bored outta my skull.
I have not drank or got drunk in about 2 months, or even been to a party or 'hangout' where people drink.
My one set of friends think me and my GF are assholes because we ''never hang out with them anymore'', the reason we don't is because they have asshole crybaby GFs that talk shit about us behind our back. they still go street racing ( i don't anymore ever since i got busted), and my friend is on some type of drug(s) and trys to hide it... not doing a good job.
My other set of friends, which riceburninvtec is apart of... one guy is whipped by a 15 year old GF, and the rest are normal, but all have their own ajendas and jobs that usallly are when im off..aka 4pm-close..
And on top of that all, i don't feel like fucking my own GF...
And my car is pissing me off, because its hot out and i don't have a/c, and its to ncie and clean to getinto dirty.
and i want a another car, but don't wnat to have to pay my grandmother back, even thoie she will loan me $5000.
I just feel depressed, and madd, when i shouldn't feel like it... and i want a cigerette. but i don't smoke.
should i jump off a bridge?
I have not drank or got drunk in about 2 months, or even been to a party or 'hangout' where people drink.
My one set of friends think me and my GF are assholes because we ''never hang out with them anymore'', the reason we don't is because they have asshole crybaby GFs that talk shit about us behind our back. they still go street racing ( i don't anymore ever since i got busted), and my friend is on some type of drug(s) and trys to hide it... not doing a good job.
My other set of friends, which riceburninvtec is apart of... one guy is whipped by a 15 year old GF, and the rest are normal, but all have their own ajendas and jobs that usallly are when im off..aka 4pm-close..
And on top of that all, i don't feel like fucking my own GF...
And my car is pissing me off, because its hot out and i don't have a/c, and its to ncie and clean to getinto dirty.
and i want a another car, but don't wnat to have to pay my grandmother back, even thoie she will loan me $5000.
I just feel depressed, and madd, when i shouldn't feel like it... and i want a cigerette. but i don't smoke.
should i jump off a bridge?
Sounds like you need a change of pace man. Think of some new and different activity to do with your girlfriend (not sexually) that will keep you active or atleast engaged in what you're doing.



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