i dont know, lately ive been in a really shitty mood, mostly because of school. i can finally say its not because of a frikkin girl. but anyways, got my grades back, wern't exactly what i intended on getting, but i did decent. Got a rejection letter from the school i applied to go in the fall, saying that my gpa sucked basically. So as of now, im still stuck in frikkin community college and most of my good friends is moving to a school down south, and this shit seriously sucks. its like now i wake up, i go to work, sit behind a damn desk and do work that i really dont want to do alot of the time, and then go home/gym, and do more work at home for the damn family business shit. And after that, i realize im a frikkin wreck. shit is all over the place, car is fuking up, etc . . .

i dont know, im just rreally shitty right now.
thanks for reading my rant.

 

You need a hug mister!

 

hehe, thanks man.

 

Yeah when I have school, I get down like this a lot. Now that I am in finals week, I feel great, things are looking up, and I have all the time in the world to do whatever I want other than work for 10-12 hours a day.

You need to just relax, think of all the good things that you have, and things will start to happen for you. If you go around with a shitty attitude, people and situations will always seem shitty....

 

yea i know what your sayin. well, hey, you live close to me. ill take you out for a beer (or 7) sometime

 

yea man, i know, but its just shit getting to ya all at once, thats the problem. it seems as if im in a frikkin hole and i can't get out of it. aaaaaaaahhhhh. trying to think optimisically, but it doesn't seem to work.

 

thanks man, but are you old enough? h:

 

The gym is a good way to work out frustrations. That's why I go there every day

 

I understand. Like Katie said, take it out in the gym. That is what I use to get pumped up while I am there, and then I forget about it after that.

If you think you can push harder at the gym, do it. Use everything that is going wrong as motivation. When you walk out of the gym, leave it there. If you need to pick it up again the next day, then leave it there and pick it up the next day.

I dont do most of the weight I do becuase I am strong, I do it cause I am pissed off at the world for that 45 minutes to an hour....

 

atleast i have something to look forward tonight besides watching a season re-run of nip/tuck.