I cant remember when was the last time i cried because of emotional pain. Does it make me a bad guy if i cant cry? I really think that if i could right now i would but i cant seem able to shed a tear. I feel like it help me!
It's like trying to puke after drinking way too much. You just feel better after puking.

 

Crying is good.

 

If you force yourself to cry, would it really help?

 

Crying when absolutly nessacary helps. I did that yesterday.. helped me feel a little better.

 

Crying makes you live longer.

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there were times when i wanted to cry, but something prevented me from doing it. i believe its the feeling that crying is showing weakness...and as men, we are not suppose to cry, but just to bottle it up so we have an excuse to shoot a co-worker...

 

I honestly wish i could cry right now... And i feel like even if i were to loose someone close to me i would be having a hard time to cry. I dont know i hate the fact that i am not able to show my feelings! I cant even change that i dont know why but i just cant.

 

seek help.

 

I really think i need help... but for me seeking help is like a failure to solve my problems by my self. which really is a big failure for me... so i need to get over that before i can see someone.

 

sometimes, because you're so used to the way you feel, you need a 3rd party to help you realize it for you.