i'm so depressed.

i'm here at school by myself. i have a friend across the hall, but he's a shady mo-fo. one of my best friends bought a ticket to Expo to tag along with me, but cancelled so he could go to a party this sat night with his new g/f. i haven't seen that mo-fo in one month! so now i'm going by myself, and he asked me to sell his ticket.

aside from that...school is just a HUGE workload, with really no time to leave this town. my sister is home from the navy for this week and leaving the end of this week. therefore, i cannot see her unless i make the trip out to chicago to see her

plus i have no g/f and finding my type of g/f is the hardest thing. so many girls i meet just have these turn-off's that i can't explain.

 

Welcome to my world.

I live alone by myself, haven't seen my family in almost 6 months. Rarely get to hang out with my friends because I am always at work. Haven't had a gf in over 3 years, and frankly I am kinda wishing I had one.

Keep your chin up Lawrence, the world isn't as bleak as it seems.

 

when all else fails....buy some beer.

:cheers:

 

lets make up a team name, sean.

 

i had 4 already in the last 1.5 hours...i'm on my fifth now.

 

Hehe...

Whenever I feel down and out I remember what one of the closest friends is going through. He is my age, 23, hasn't had a gf in 3 years or so. He has a son from his last relationship and the girl forced him to give the child up for adoption because she said if he did that they would stay together. They didn't and he says the only memory he has of his son is the pictures of him. Hasn't seen the kid since the kid was a week old.

 

damn, what a f'in bitch! don't get me more depressed. i do have a strong sense of apathy

 

Sorry...

 

http://maddox.xmission.com/suicide.html

:chuckles:

As long as you're not there yet you'll be fine.

 

:rofl: