are you scared?

sometimes i sit there and it scares the sh1t out of me. i mean i think about how me, my mind will just disappear from earth. there will be no tomorrow when i die. i will never awake and see whats going on. theres no more waiting, everything is just gone, forever.....

yikes....

 

Well recently as you know I had to deal with my close friends death and that really hurt me. I figured that it would have been better if it were me instead of her. She was younger then me, she was only 18. I'm 20 years old go figure. Anyways if I died tomorrow I'm sure people would be upset or what not.

But death does scare me, you got that right. I don't want to die. I don't think anyone wants to die. If I had to take my friends place I would have regardless if I were scared to die. I don't think death is a pleasent thing at all. I know I can't explain it, as far as all of us know, no one knows what death is about or what happens to your soul after you die. Maybe there is a better place for us after death, or maybe there is a bad place for the bad people, who knows, but once you are gone you never return that's for sure. I don't know if you believe in ghosts or not but I do and I think there are a form of the un living but that's getting off topic...

 

I used to cry when I was little. like 4 or 5. thinking about death. I would try to rationalize what it was (keep in mind I was 5). the only thing I knew about the subject was what I read about in books. Les Mis was one and Tess of derverville(sp?) was another.

scared the crap out of me and still does but I don't cry anymore.

I deal with it like an adult. which means going to play War Craft III or enjoying my free time with my girl friend just cuddling on the couch watching tv.

 

when i was 12 or 13, the whole summer i was thinking of death..
like how it scary it is...what will i miss on this earth...where will i go...
that mystery of life after death is what intruiged me...
almost a whole month i couldnt sleep just thinking of it...

but soon i realized that we'll all have to face it...one way or another...it doesnt bug me anymore...
yes i will miss out on things...i will miss being with my family and friends...etc...
thats why im living each day to the fullest now <at least trying to>

 

Yeah I used to cry when I was little too

But now; it doesn't frighten me. I don't want to die anytime soon. I have too much to do.
But I try to make the best out of every day. And I am very happy with my life. If I were to die tomorrow- **** happens. I can't do anything about that. The only thing that scares me is that I won't appreciate life.
When you stop appreciating life- you may as well be dead.

I figure as long as I am doing what I want to do, and not letting anyone/thing hold me back, then I can be happy about what I've accomplished in my life.
That's the scary part- dying before youve accomplished your goals.

 

Im only scared of death if it is a painful one. I guess I believe in fate. If I die, it was probably meant to be.


Life is short....live it to the fullest.

 

and here i thought i was the only one who thought of this.. glad to see i'm not.

sometimes i spend alot of time thinking about it. about everything that i'd miss, but mostly my friends and family. then i start thinking about how my friends and especially my family won't be around forever. that depresses me even more.

but life is treating me well, so i'm trying to enjoy it as much as i can.

 

I used to think about it ALOT and cry...sometimes i still do and it scares me so much. But i do think there is an afterlife or something and that does calm me down...

 

there is only one thing i'm affraid about regarding death.


imagine yourself at the age of 90. think of the person you wake up to every day, since you were 20 (or whatever)....

suddenly they aren't there... the pain would probably kill me.....

if i die i hope i die before anyone i love... cause i'm selfish and i don't wanna handle that type of seperation.

 

Death used to not scare me at all. I have seen friends die and have dealt with it, but now that I have my daughter it scares me a lot more. Seeing my mother dying is really starting to trigger my fear of death even more though because I will now know what my daughter will go through if she is in the same situation.

Yeah death scares me.