Drew's warning to me in the Basement about fighting with Jessica has really opened my eyes about how nasty I have been to everyone. I am sorry for the way that I have been acting.

I think that On Topic is the venue I was looking for this whole time, a soapbox for my crazy ideas. The following "guide" explains how I think, and will help us understand each other better.

I suck at explaining myself and never intend to sound elitist, arrogant, delusional, or emo. If I say something that makes you go OMG WTF!!!11, let me know and I will explain my reasoning.

I listen which is how I knew that Drew wanted Jessica and I to cool it. I sent her a PM telling her what was going to happen, go ahead, ask her. Although I am always listening, I forget that people usually don't want me to speak. One of my problems is that I give my opinion when nobody asks, but I will work on that.

The topic in the basement is that you don't take anything or anyone seriously. I screwed up on that one when I posted about both business and art. I think that by posting here, it will make my posts in the basement much better.

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You can be a better member by shutting the fuck up and acting normal.

 

It's nothing you have really done. I can't sit there and put my finger on one event that made me dislike you. But shit like this that is just a cry for attention is so pathetically shallow and ridiculous that it makes me want to tell you to pound sand.

You're over analyzed opinion of everything and your philosophical inner self bullshit in every reply you've had pretty much since June is annoying as fuck.

So if you stop that, then you'll be a better member to this community.

 

What I said is the cliff's notes version of what Shawn said.

 

what happened in June?

 

A lot but long story short, I figured out the importance of family.

 

see post #2

people really dont give a flying fawk about you, the shit you have been/are going through etc etc and you seem to be crying for hella attention. annnnd then ..

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Seriously dood... i'm not trying to tell you to fuck off or anything... but you need to talk to someone professional that is unbiased... if you get my drift.


I'm not trying to talk shit or anything... i seriously recommend it.