im not afraid to admit that i cry just about every night. dont really know why. i guess its just that my life is changing so much, people are moving away, probably going to be living on my own soon. i hate change. and just looking back at all the good times in my life. is it normal to be depressed about this stuff? life is tough, theres no doubt about it :sad:

 

had a dream about my brother a few weeks ago, woke up crying. I pretty much relived the last moments of his life in ICU.

 

:werd:

it takes a lot for me to cry.

 

shit dude, i had a similar dream about my brother, only i came home and saw him on the couch crying and told me life sucks. weird dream. i woke up all depressed

 

a while back i had a dream that something happened to my folks...it shook me up pretty bad

but other than that, i havent shed a tear in years. my ex-gf used to hate me because of that h:

 

i cried saturday 2 weeks ago...it was the first time i've cried in over a year..i can recall 4 times i've cried in my life (not counting being a little kid and falling or stupid stuff like that)...just been going through rough personal times lately.

 

:a:

 

a few weeks ago when my ex hit my nose.. pillow fights can get rough

then a few weeks before that thanks to my ex again.. shes my best friend now and it suddenly hit me that shes moving away in a week

 

cried about 1 yr 7 months ago near january when my dad went nuts tried to hit my mom and i was forced to subdue him with very angry fists, was the worse thing ive ever had to do in my entire life... bout been brought to tears a few times recently, loooots of bs in my life right now,

 

just the other day...fighting with the boyfriend a lot lately...
i cry all the damn time though..im so emotional.