hmm i guess to go along with the whole depression theme

1) i starting hurting myself when i was 13 (im now 27 and still do it sometimes) this was after the fact this was the time my parents got divorced..i have scars on my legs and arm from where i took razors blades or anything sharp to cut with...sometimes i would hit things really hard and im surprised i never broke my hand

2) i hated my mom cuz of the divorce for years until about after high school really..which sometimes i would want to kill her i hated her so much..of course i would never do it or thought about it since..ive forgiven her and knew it was the best thing even tho it makes me sad to see my dad the way he is

3) my dad is an alocholic and i almost saw him die cuz he drank to much one day..even tho is better today staying away from hard liquor he still drinks and gets drunk and is a very depressed person

4) i dont know my biological father and would like to find him one day..i know he had family in florida and that is where he mite be but i dunno..i do have a pic of him with my mom on their wedding day and im in the picture but you cant see me cuz im in my mommys tummy h:

5)ive had oral sex with a girl when i was young and i would do it again if the occasion arised and i didnt have a b/f at the time

6) i rather do things to please other people than myself that i mite not like at all and makes me depressed

7) just over all im a depressed person that trys to be happy:wtc:
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