4) I am afraid to have any close friends, because I believe I am cursed. My first best friend was killed in a drive-by shooting intended for his brother. My second best friend backstabbed me, which lead to me going to a juvenile detention center for two weeks.

5) Because of the last part of four, I want revenge badly. I constantly have dreams about murdering him in the worst fashion possible. Not to mention is his always in my thoughts...