1. I'm depressed. In the past 3 years, my cousin who was my age, was killed in a car accident, my brother went into the marines, my other brother, who I am closest too, went off to college, and my dad works in new york and only comes home on the weekends and I don't even see him for more than 5 minutes on the weekend. I had a terrible first year in college. I was so alone, didn't hang out with anyone, went home every weekend, didn't have any friends.
2. I don't know what I wanna do in life. I don't know if I want to go to college anymore.
3. I could be a big pimp like RiceBurnin, but I have no self confidence. I don't know if a girl is into me at all. Completely oblivious even when they are flirting with me.