1) I depise most of my father's side of the family. They fought in Vietnam (for the South Vietnamese) and committed Hitler-esque war crimes. My uncle alone killed 32 people in Vietnam, not including women and children.

2) I feel the same way with my father. He confessed to me about all of the war crimes he committed in Vietnam about a year ago. Not to mention the stories about how he enjoyed doing it.

3) I am depressed and disgruntled about not getting a full scholarship to U.C Berkley.

4) Because of number three, I feel that I have dishonoured my family and caused my parents shame.