I've only shared this with one other person in my life...not a single member of my family (who I'm not really close to anyway)

1) about 7 years ago I had an ex that had a daughter that died young & she took her own life.

2) had info from one of her relatives that the daughter was mine & she never told me, but not 100% sure.

3) got REALLY depressed considering #2. I took my revolver, put 1 bullet in the chamber, spun the barrel, put it in my mouth & pulled the trigger.......TWICE!!!!

I've never thought that much about it since that & have never even got to a point where #3 would even be a consideration again. So I guees you could say I'm much better now!!:thumbup:

The one thing I learned is there is ABSOLUTELY no since living in the past. The past is just that...you can't change it. Learn from it & grow or you are destined to repeat your mistakes.

:climbing down from my soapbox now: