I'm the only person in the family that knew where the spare key was hidding incase he locked himself out I thought other people knew. My mom took the guns out (he had a lot of guns, they're locked up now) because people are evil and will break into houses after they see these things. I'm still sad.

I was the last person to talk to him. The last person he talked to. And everybody in my family said they're happy it happened that way, because he liked me the most. I cut his lawn for $10, but it wasn't for the money, and I knew he didn't want anybody else cutting the lawn (the neighbors offered) he wanted to have time to talk to me. My dad knew he wasn't doing well when he said he didn't want to go deer hunting this past season. My brother prepared himself, everytime he would see him he knew he was getting worse, but I guess I didn't see it. I'll be ok. The funeral is Thursday, I've never been to a funeral . I guess there's a first for everything. :sad: