The thing that fuc*s me up the most is my girl still say she loves me.....I am not the person to shed a tear, but this is one of the most upsetting times I have ever gone through. I feel like I am having a breakdown, I can not stop shaking, I can not concentrate, when im at work, I just sit there and I am oblivious to the world around me. I have hit ROCKBOTTOM, I just don't know what to do anymore.