Yeah I have to if I don't get a job or get in grad school here. What blows is that the system just screws me over time and time again. Not much I can do except hope for the best, and maybe luck will play into my hands for once.

Everyone in my family is an US citizen by birth or naturalization, all except me. I was supposed to graduate this semester but the school screwed me over. Its like you wonder which super being you pissed off to get raped up the ass like that everyday.