i just recently met a phenomenal girl.. beautiful by all counts. every damn time she's out in public, she gets hit on by all kinds, no joke. but she's alot more than looks, i realize that, i don't think most guys that hit on her do. they're just looking to tap the ass of a gorgeous girl..

anyway, i met her through my ex.. they used to be good friends.. no more since my ex found out we've been talking.

she's been on vacation in florida w/ family and we've talked every night since. in fact, she bought a cell phone before her trip so we could stay in communication. (the cell phone guy that sold her the phone kept calling her actually; just an example of what she deals with quite often)..

we've pretty much opened up our souls to each other. we mesh perfectly..

what's the problem?
- she just recently broke up with her fiancee (yes, she was engaged).
- she was friends with my ex, so she's apprehensive about getting seriously involved (even tho we pretty much already are). her recent long relationship also doesn't help..
- she has a binding contract w/ a company for a scholarship. she has to work for them for 3 years after her graduation, otherwise she loses $6k. why's this a problem? it means most likely she's off to maryland.. far from me.

sucks..