Well subject says it all...How many of you (guys or gals) have been in love or have lost their loved one?? (boyfriend, girlfriend)
Well I really was in love at a young age, for some it is hard to believe that i was in "love" but i knew it was love and would never let her go..(16) I knew this girl for 3 years..and finally asked her out..we went out for 9months and i took a trip with friends to snow board up in flag for a 6days..well i came back on a Sunday (remember time and date) and called her to say hey ..well not even 5minutes into the convo she broke up with me for NO reason..just "hey we need to see other people"... I broke down and was speechless....I usually try to avoid Xs only for feelings not go come up again..well i couldnt with her I HAD to talk to and stuff..well we kept doing things (friends with benefits) for about 5months through out that time i was depressed though..Later on I find out she has had a Boyfriend ever since Friday of that sunday that she broke up with me...and has been using me for fun...or in her words she didnt want to hurt me more ..well i was screwed and lost it and become MORE depressed, thing that pisses me off is that she told my BEST FRIENDS that she still loved me..but didnt know what to do....now its been 4 years and i still think about it and it hurts..I never look at a girl in the same way..I cant fall in "love" with a girl..im too scared and just keep hiding my feelings..It really sucks because i have girls that want to be with me but i just cant have a "relationship"..Sad thing is..I still talk to this girl only because she says we're Best friends forever..But im in so much pain with her how can we be best friends?....eh!..sorry for such a long post guys..just gotta relieve myself at times.... ...So yea, just wondering if any of you been through this and how did you take care of it ...so yea thanks for reading..

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