My mom passed this morning a little after six. She let a single tear go and slowly stopped breathing.

It's just been an awful experience, and my family is in so much pain. I'm not trying to bring attention to myself or anything, I've just found it therapeutic to write about it.

It just feels like a living nightmare or a bad dream...that I wish I could wake up from. My mom had a terrible six months, and realistically it's good the suffering is over. I'll be around guys. There was so much I wanted to tell her before she passed. Tell your loved one's how you feel guys...you just never know.

Thanks for reading. Rest in Peace Melissa Arnett *3/23/55 -- 7/21/11*