You used to be more inspiring... I do not know why that changed. Personal shit or maybe just got tired of posting here. You are always up for a good joke even if it's at your expense. Maybe this follows you in the real life too. Like if you were to fall on ice your first feeling would be or laughter then the embarrassment would kick in... If it ever does. You seem pretty confident. I bet most of your friend and colleagues think you are funny... not in the goofy way either. You seem like a stand up dude and if you were ever in my neck of the woods i would def go out of my way to grab a drink with you.