I hear ya drew.
I'm pretty deep with the current girl, and although I've had doubts at some points, I'm at a good place.
Although. If we were to tank. I'd undoubtedly take about a 4 year relationship hiatus and it would be Zack time. I've thought about heading the single way, but as gay/cliche as it sounds, the current girl is too good to toss to the side. Oh, and she likes my goofy ass for some reason.