I think it's a selfesteem problem and the lack of confidence. I have never kept in touch with my friends because i never really felt that my friend enjoyed my company. I used to party and get drunk and then felt like my friends were just laughting at me. I know i need to change but have a hard time changing who i am. It's really frustrating thinking you need to change but not being able to or knowing how to.


I typed the previous paragraph pretty quickly and so i'm sure you'll find plenty of tarked moments. It happens when i type quickly. I think the main problem is that i think in French... thats where the grammar and sentence problems comes in. On top of that i'm dislexic... thats where the terrible spelling comes in.

cause i'm pretty big as well... and my penis is underpar. I dont think fucking a fat girl is feasable.