you know...I actually never got a ride in it Kev...
2 years ago, I was in a same position where I was trading in my 1998 Lincoln Navigator for a new car. My first choice was a 2001 PY ITR but I didn't want to deal with the hassle of watching over my back everday I park it so I scratch that idea. The next car was a 2002 AP1 Berlina Black S2000. I was about to sign papers until my Dad called me and told me that his friend was selling a 1999 E36 M3 for almost $5K cheaper.
Best decision I've made and not looking back.
What you did hurts Kev, but you're doing it for a better future. Good luck