Originally Posted by
93hondablk
I know if I leave her I'm going to spend the rest of my life by myself, I not the type of guy that would go and look for a girl, she came to me. I don't have the balls to break the ice and start talking to girls
This is going to sound harsh...
but are you fucking retarded?
This girl has obviously been using you. Grow some fucking balls, dump the bitch and never talk to her again. Stay single for awhile to get over it, then eventually you'll find a girl who isn't such a whore. You'll always end up with better than what you had before, especially if this girl has been cheating on you. You're never going to go anywhere in life by being such a lame ass pushover.