All of these years of selflessness has turned me into what I am. I have tried, it's been a broken record ever since with no benefit. Am I losing faith? Everyday, my friend. I used to know where the line was in the sand. Apparently it was in the wrong place the whole time.
Ok so you say all these years...how long has it been? This means you were burnt when you were really young, being late teens/early early 20's. Relationships at that age don't mean shit, being hurt that bad by a girl at that age is just a part of life, not something to completely shut down from.