Self fulfilling prophecy. If you act selfish and live up the crazy/party life, you'll never have the opportunity to meet the people you want to meet.
All of these years of selflessness has turned me into what I am. I have tried, it's been a broken record ever since with no benefit. Am I losing faith? Everyday, my friend. I used to know where the line was in the sand. Apparently it was in the wrong place the whole time. I try to be a "good" person, but one can only take so much after getting a nice "fuck you" back 90% of the time.