thanks guys. but the thing is, like i kind of already know the outcome. she's going to end up going to a school on the east coast, and i'll just stay here in washington. long term relationships don't really work that well from what i've heard of them. i know she likes me, but i'm not sure if she likes me even close to how much i feel for her. and i'm not 100% sure if she's over her little fling she had with another guy i knew last year.
if i do pursue it, which will make me extremely happy for a short time, i can bet that when the time comes she'll end up just leaving and i'll be the one who gets jipped and literally just go into some pansy-ass emo state... just don't want that to happen to me