I think i'll be alright with it really. I'm a little worried about my brother. He's a little ....slow. I dont' know what to call him cause i guess when he was born he went like 5 minutes or so without breathing so i dont know how he's gonna handle it. He's 18 but he acts more like....15-16ish.

Guess its a good thing me and the gf are moving in end of the year. Now that i've had a few hours to relax i'm ok with it. Whatever the hell happens, happens i suppose.