see i think that is the reason, not every woman in the world is as beautiful as the girl that keeps being posted in all the threads....don't remember her name cause she is anrealistic standard, somebody i'll never know & therefore not really worth remembering to me.

whereas somebody like cyndi is more of a real woman as far as i'm concerned..... not magazine quality looks. due in part from probably spending too much time in a tanning bed or the sun which will age the skin terribly. yes she has fake boobs, but i saw them before she got them done & they were pretty nice. guess she thought bigger was better for her. once again a personal decision seeded in personal insecurity or whatever, but as far as fake ones goes, her's are pretty f'n real looking. they hang like real ones & move around. not like alot of the plastic looking ones that stick straight up even when the girl is laying down.

as far as her being "big boned" heavy-set or whatever, the thing that you don't know is that about 4 months ago, she was 7 months pregnant when she had a miscarriage & sometimes the "baby fat" doesn't go away very well....if even at all.

not getting all bent out af shape about it. i think she's attractive, but then again, i guess i have a more realistic outlook & realize that all the girls in the magazines are there because they are the upper eschelon of what is considered beautiful & i have set my sights & standards to a more realistic level