i just got off the phone with my girlfriend of 5 yrs and we are now officially broken up. she's the only person i truly love. she made me happy like nobody has and now she is gone. i dont know what to do now. i am really, truly lost. she was my life. she cried to me on the phone as she told me she did not love me anymore, i shouldve too, but my pride would not let me. i wanted to, but i stopped myself. i am broken and stupid. her smile and laugh were my reason to live and what i looked forward too everytime i saw her. i dont know what to do now. she said "i love you but im not in love with you anymore, i dont know what else to say", as she was crying. it broke me and is still breaking me. i really am broken and its starting to sink in now. the weekends are really going to suck. i havent told anybody yet except HAN and jose cuervo. 5 shots and counting.