Originally Posted by TaekOne

theres a lot goin on w/ my life outside of a relationship that is taking up a lot of my time and efforts, and im thinkin that at 22 yrs old, this is where im gonna have the most energy to get my goals accomplished. i really dont want that to sound selfish, but its like trying to get a bike moving. you need a good start that requires a lot of initial push to get some steady momentum, and ive been thinking that i need some time being independent for the next few years to secure the rest of my life as best as i can. i always feel like im spread too thin and that im not doing things to the best of my ability, my relationship included. so then i feel like im cheating her out of what she deserves.


...did that make any sense?