Erik, will the government at least pay for some of your college still? My friend that is in college/in the guard is much more positive than my friends that are either out of the service or still in the service but not planning on going to college (which is kind of stupid since they could get much of it paid for). Either way, I think it would be good for you to have a future goal, and not dwell on what you can't change. :happysad: