i can see it now...tonight i'll be sitting in here studying and getting frustrated, then SNAP! i run out the door lighter in one hand, $5 bill in the other to the convenience store down the street.

i unconsciously go in and ask for a pack of Camel Turkish Jade Lights and before he can even count out my change i'm already smoking one.

then i'll get back to my place and then feel really guilty about the acts i have committed.