Originally Posted by IluvJae
Yea i actually think what happens is im use to having my brother there with me. But once he got locked up, i had to look to someone else to talk to. My friends are here but they all live there lives and they all have girlfriends and relationships taht are doing well. In a way i guess i just feel left out. Then sitting at home in my apt. does help out at all as well. Thats why im looking forward to moving out to a new apt so that i can get something bigger and have friends over. I notice when i have a car im not as likely to be dependant.
Then don't look for a relationship with a woman. Just try and find someone to be a friend. Maybe a single friend. I know it's easier said then done. I can count my number of really close friends on one hand.. But.. honestly.. realtionships come and go.. when you have an awesome friend.. that type a shit can last forever. Try not and dwell either. Constanly do something.. even if it's just kickin back and listening to some music.. or playing games.. something to keep your mind occupied. Lonliness is a bitch.. but it's also really easy to beat when you put your mind to it.
