well she just called right now to see how i was doing... saying not to blame myself that i am amazing and shit! that its all her and stuff! i mean the pass week wasnt easy for her cause she just learnt that her mom was cheating on her dad and stuff. it just hurts more then i ever expected. and so sudden its like only 4 days she back and the first 2 it was great so its so out of the blue for me.i dont know if i am able to just let go, i know i should but its not something i can do that easily!