I can't remember.

I've "quit" several times and then always went back to it because one thing or another would stress me out.

But when I was quit I would tend to get on a high horse about smoking, to help keep myself quit.

So now that I'm back in the trenches, apologies from one human smokestack to another.

(Btw, to ostracize you would have been to exclude you from a group, and I have no such power. h: Maybe you were thinking of chastise?)