ok...so this ex gf who I dated for two years calls me crying and asks if I can come up to K-zoo cause she has nobody else around and she needs to talk/see/hugs etc, her bf broke up with her whatever....so I am like aight whatever I will be up there in 2 hours cause that is how long it takes from farmington.....so I get up there we do the consoling thing...end up watchin some tv hangin out...now I was gonna crash at her place on the couch, but come bed time she is all like...you can sleep in bed with me...jokinly says dont worry I wont molest you etc...well I totally still have mad feelings for this chick so I got kinda not wanting to be there cause I didnt exactly want to get led on as to her having feelings back just because she was in a vulnerable state...so I am like..ummm I think I am just gonna go ahead and head back home...and she was all like oh come on...stay...etc....so I had to get out of there...so now she wants me to come up and go to the bar with her and some friends tomorrow nite, but I am worried if I get too many drinks in me I am gonna get a loose tongue and start tellin her all this shit that I have couped up, and we have spent so long building back up our friendship that if she were to be like wow creepy or be like uhhh I dont want that...then it would totally fuck everything....so yeah