I never not cheated I know its bad and all that. But i think the main reason is cause i never loved the girl i was with. Shit i was never with a girl for longer the a couple of months. Then last september i decided i will quit meaningless sex. I met this girl like 4 weeks ago and it wasn't easy at first she was not all that into me but i persevered! I always believed that nothing worth having in this world comes easy.