So what exactly is SAD. I mean I see myself in the same position sometimes. I am pretty anti-social. I really dont make an effort to meet people, I really dont care to. If I happen to meet someone, great...it is just never an active effort. I am a complete opposite from my gf. I dont think I have it "as bad" as you though. But lets just ignore the fact that this type of behavior has a label...why does it bring you down? Why do you question your existence?