Well it's actually a lot of gay shit. I saw my ex-girlfriend for the first time in a year today (she lives in Virginia now, moved due to family problems) and we both still kind of have feelings for each other. And the fact that she's down there and I'm up here sucks ass, but we're not doing anything about it, and I guess I wouldn't want it to be done.
We broke up right before hand for other reasons aside, but it's just one of those downer nights because of it.