Hey what up everyone? I havent posted in awhile. So here i go.
I work at Pick n save in the produce area, i was hanging out all summer and till know with this girl named crystal. OK so i went to ask her out about a month ago and she said yes, later she called me and said that she wanted to be friends becuase he keeps bring up her X-b/f and doesnt want her heart broke again, about a month later after still talking and hanging out she writes me this letter:
dont want you to send something back just think about it for a while. Yesterday when I talked to you on the phone, I told you how unhappy I was at the fact that nothing right now in my life is going as planned. I also told you how I was going to call ken, but that never happened. Granted I still want to call him just to see how he is doing but I know all im going to get is the silent treatment. So all day today ive been thinking that since I make you laugh,cry, and just plain have fun with me that maybe we should date. Your probably all jumping up and down inside but for me its scarey. What im trying to say is that sometimes it may seem like all I want to is push you away or call you a nmae or just ignore you. Not true. If anything you've somewhat stuck by my side during the worst of times this summer. I want you to know that im greatful that you are being a friend and listening. It truly means alot to me. I feel stupid at the fact that Im writtign this to you instead of just telling it to your face. To be honest half the time im afraid of the outcome. This may seem a little deep or too far fetched but this is how I feel. Over the course of these 11 months that I really havent A boyfriend I was always hoping that ken would call me back or stop in pick'n save to talk. All in all we really werent meant to be. Yea, its hard still and hurts, but why wish for something that isnt true, when I have something really great standing right in front of me. Hell the person even put up with all the shit ive given them. For some reason they stick around because they know the real me. To some it all up I cant really express the feelign I get when I know someone is actually listening and giving feed back to some difficult questions that I might have. So anyways, this is all I had to say. This is for real to, im not kidding.
Ok so i called her right after that talked for about 3 hours on the phone and yeah we are going out now. We did a lot of stuff that ment a lot to me and i guess it ment a lot to her. Anyway i go into work a week after she wrote that, keep in mind we are still going out and talking a lot. SO anyway she just ingored me and stop talking to me and she like get back to work or whatever just pissed off. She told the manger on me for not working even tho i was working my ass off that day. There is 2 other guys that she talks too, theres this richy kid that is 20 years old that looks like hes 16 and kinda short and makes her laugh, hes ugly and has a g/f. So i call her that night to see what up and im like are we still going out? she didnt saying anything, im like if you dont want to go out saying it now, then she said u basiclly answer your own question. im like why shes like i dont wanna to argu with you and thats that. So i didnt do anything to deserve this. When we were in the back fooling around 2 days ago, we arnt going out and we both just ignoored each other the whole day, anyway shes playing with this flarp shit thats like putty that makes a farting noise, so feel out of her hand and she hit her head on the sink. i said that was priceless, she went out the door onto the main floor and im trying to talk to her to see if shes alright, i finnaly talk to her and im like are you okay ? she laughed and said yes. That day at still at work shes saying that i pushed her into the sink, and this ben kid that she kinda likes went and talked to me and said did u push her into the sink ? im like no and hes saying that i want to kick that richys kids ass too but i really dont. and then hes like dont get an attuide with me or i will kick your ass, im like you dont know what happend you dont know whats going on so **** off and we walks away. then the ben kid walks her out to her car, now shes saying how caring he is and wants to ask him out. One reson she didnt want to go out is because im 17 and yeah shes 19 and that ben person is 17 also, Now she lies a lot and turns everything around into a big deal, if she wanted to she had the option to tell the mangers on me and they would view the video type seeing if i did do that she said no becuase she really knows what happend.
then she write this:
So Im the one with the problem hey? Yea I dont think freaking think so. First of all I dont throw fits when someone says no when they are not interested in another. And another thing if I had a problem with you I would say it to your face. third of all you did say that richy's gf was ugly, so dont even throw that in my face. Last but not least you did push me into that freaking sink. All becuz you wanted the flarp. How gay is that. I dont want you talking to me ever agin or talking to me onine, at work or anywhere. You are the most 2 face liar I have ever known. When you recive this email, dont even write me one cuz I wount even read it. Enough is enough alex I dont know how many times I have to tell you before you get it. Besides watever happens between ben and I is my business, so butt out! GOODBYE!
now i see her at work today for about 5 hours working with her.
What would u guys do/say