dont get me wrong, im completly graetful for being where i am now, and being able to due the things that i am able to do today, its just that, the event that have happend after my life is what sucks. all the pain and the suffereing and the hospitals and all the shit i have been through, im glad that i dont have to go through that kind of pain, its just that, the shit that my family had to go through, i dont know. i am again greatful like there is no tommorrow, but again, as i said, the stuff that i have gone through afterwerds screwed me over. i know im in loops, but its true. im not trying to sound mean or anything, but its rather a chapter in my life that i really would llike to publisize. - HAN, oh no. i understand though, thats life. people go through shit, shit happens.
my condonlences are with your family and your father. sucks though, how you think you have everything going with your family, and something as little as a cough can screw it up. i know.